困惑的世界

你就算是在很努力的在生活，尝试把每件事都做对，都倾注你的热情，结果，也并不一定是好的。

结果跟你的努力，跟你的投入，或许有一点关系，但是关系并不大。

我现在很理解躺平的人，with or without hard working, 结果都可能是那样，何苦又要努力呢？

怀疑世界，怀疑人生，怀疑自我。我现在都心境，跟这首歌可谓是，一模一样：

Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling

I can’t seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence, I’m convinced)

(That there’s just too much pressure to take)

I’ve felt this way before

So insecure

做个麻木的人，来自我保护吧～~